i just found out mrs clowe died. it's so sad. she had a massive stroke. she was my voice teacher for five years, and i actually spoke to her a couple weeks ago. she was such an amazing woman...she was always so cheerful and warm-hearted and delightfully naive. she was one of THOSE people that has that essence that you pick up on right away. and she really really inspired me with her devotion to music and that she worked and fed her passion even as an old woman....she never seemed old though. it's so sad. i feel awful for her husband. there were so many people that loved her so much. i dont know how to feel right now. i can't believe she's gone. i cant believe she wont ever be there to call up for music advice or visit on my spring break. im really going to miss her. her funeral is tuesday...im driving down. itll be tough. i bet there will be a huge turnout though.

*****sigh********

WHAT a shitty week it's been. horrible choir tour, full of drama and tears. my two good friends both got kicked out of their college-owned houses because a "friend" filed a police report and ratted on them that they had alcohol at one house (one of them is only 20), marijuana at another, a dog living at one house, and someone living at the second house that wasn't supposed to technically be there. so everyone suffers because of these petty rules, this friend's betrayal!! i can't believe it. i feel awful for them. they have nowhere to go now - the year's almost up.